finally have the time to BLOG! heehee ^^. this week had been very tying for me. i dunno why when i woke up in the morning, i would always be very very very very tired. but neverthelesss, i have survived this week. and the reason behind my tiredness is because i push myself too much ( physically strain). hahhaa. last sun morning i ran from my house to punggol ( until i almost got lost =P) then monday i got training. tuesday during group PE, i run quite fast in the road run practice. wednesday though i didnt run, i still feel very tired. thursday PE didnt do much, and i did really go for training. yet dunno why i still very tired. hahah! today everything is ok for me ^^! so haha heng i got some rest!! otherwise i will die of fatigue! :S! alas, its my own decision to train my physical and stamina. so my own fault =P!

speaking of this week. i was very worried for 黑色疾风号. he was down with a fever(right after vaccination) since last sunday. on monday and tuesday, he appeared fine. but on wednesday, he suddenly fell ill and i was very afraid. cats and die from fever or flu. his fever lasted till thursday. and on that day i called the vet and found out that vaccination will not cause fever. shock as i was at that time, yet i still have to go on for lesson. in the end, i was worried till i made a decision to leave training early and went home. haiz..... but anyway, he recovered!!!!! And i am sooo happy!!! heehee!!!

today went to settle the class Tshirt with cheryl!! hahha when we reach the building and enter the lift with some other ppl, i rember myself pressing the 8th floor. but i dunno what happened, the button wasnt light up. so cheryl said this to me

me: oi, why u go out? onli the 6th floor siaz.
cheryl (looking back at me while entering the lift) : are u sure it's the eight floor?
me: ya
cheryl: but i thought i saw u pressing the 6th floor button
me: i press the 8th floor one.
cheryl: no u didnt
me: yes i did
cheryl: no u didnt
me: hmmm maybe i didnt press hard enough?? haha aiya, forget it lah... 8th floor liao :P

and we left the lift and enter the office. in the office, we talk to the staff there and had to choose the colour. while cheryl was looking through the colours, i look around and stared at a purple jacket. out of a sudden, cheryl said this, " hey that purple jacket is hot!". i was like, " cheryl i am looking at that jacket just now!!" haha see shi fu and tui di thing alike. hahahah! SO FINAL DECISION TO THE CLASS TSHIRT! we will have a purplr printing for the front design and then a blur while print for the back design!!! reason, 2 colour print and 3 colur print same cost. and it's not as boring as onli having 2 colours. so things are set and NO MORE changes! ahahahha =P

something to reflect:
1) how can i improve the basic skills of my team? sometimes i can really see that they are not serious in training. and they do not see the urgency that we onli have 2 plus months left. maybe i am impatient, but who wans to lose in a match. i dont like to lose, never will i like. and when there are trainings, i find difficulty in teaching them attacking skills ( coz i dont usually play the attacker position). furthermore, the defence isnt really good ( though it is slightly better then defence). from my point of view, the reason why some of thenm are weak in passing and stopping is that they are not serious. but HOW to change their mentality? to have friendly matches? (that would be good) but the number of schools that are willingly to play with us maybe few. even when i want to train them certain drills, my team mates will rebute and say there is no used to it. could it be because i am at the same position/level as they are or beause it is true that we tend to listen to adults/seniors rather than ppl of their own age? of the years i have played hockey, i always find hockey to be a very flexible game, just like basketball. in reality, nothing follows the rules or structure of whatever we had learnt. yet could the possible reason of why ppl still stick to a rigid structure is because they felt insecured?
so now the problem is, how to make they feel more confident and in turn, more secured?
by praising them for their good performance onli helps abit. and what i think is needed most the a coach. A coach.. easier said then done. would it work to have a coach or would it not, i dont know. but i think it is worth a try, for i think the stituation is quite desperate now.
think i will just tell celine to as Gorden to coach us.... Yes, i would.